I AM SO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, i had a long time didnt update le. doubt anyone would visit this site. Haha...

I've start work since last sunday. I am so tired. Work at least 10 hrs per day. Can die ah.... I am now working at the delifrance at sentosa. Very far right. Stupid. Why i accept that job. But it's quite fun. Know quite a lot of friends. They are all very friendly. The manager's name is call adnan. so funny lohx. Like mr adnan in school. He is very humorous and nice to talk with. The first thing he would say to me is to ask me to smile. CAnt stand it. I am the youngest there. THe staffs are either in poly or uni. They are very clever! Some in henderson jc, catholic jc and so on. I am so envy. Haishx. I like to do dining as i dun need to rmb how many sandwiches and drinks to make. I hate to open and close the shop.have to prepare all the food. Haishx. The worst thing is that i dun know how to prepare.

OKaay, that;s all about work. I shall talk about the days at the band camp..

Why, this time the camp gt rock climbing and have so much fun de. I rmb when i was in sec 2, there is no fun at all. All is practise and practise. We would practise until 11 in the night lehx. NOw, the band members can have fun. So good. Although i only went to the camp for 2 days, i can feel that everyone has improved. The bond is strong. But, there are still ppl quiting. Darren and lee chin, you two better stay. Or i would go hunt for you two. Watch out. Opps. I'm becoming jasmine. CANNOT! Hahaa.

Haishx.

I am so sianx.

First, it is so hard to find job. And, my dad very stubborn. I really dunno how to deal with him.

Second, i am really afraid for my O level. Everybody say i am very relax. But that's wrong. I know that i didnt score well. I didnt even read finsih the tb. It's like others are even working harder than me. I really need god to bless me.

THird, i have no money! this is a veri serious problem. As you all know, i am quite a big size, so i need money to buy food. I've been treating my stomach well. $15 per meal. OMG! Need to work to get the money. BUT... my dad. sianx. HE said i would get cheated and so on. In additional, i still have some family problems.

Fourth, about band. I dunno wanna to go back for the JBP concert. It's like very extra lohx. Stepped down le still perform. PLus i have a long time didnt touch the flute. But i would go to the concert. Every band members, CHOING ah! work hard. LOL.

Long time didnt update and type in english le. A little bit no fluent. Tomorrow gt interview at Sentosa. I am really nervous. Dunno wat kind of situation will happen.

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha.....

I've finally come to update. Regarding to my previous post, i've made some mistakes but i am lazy to change. Heck care lahx..

I've relink everybody so, dun come and ask me to relink you le!!!

OMG, my L1R5 sucks. Must work even harder le. By the way, Thank you , Mr Teh, for pushing my marks for physics. Hehe. Actually fail by 0.4 de. Now, I dunno wanna fo Jc or poly. It is so confusing. I dun like things that are complicated. :(

Okay, i've just came back from night class(english). THis is the last time i am using computer until O level end. So i wont be updating le. PS. Die die also must score a decent marks. Why suddenly my grades all so bad de. Can die one.......

Something funny happened today. Zx and i bully Edward and Boon Kiat. They were so fun to play with lahx. You hit them and they wont beat you back de. Our class got so many thing to gossip. Haha...

Not to be left out, we get scolded by miss ang today by playing "truant".

OKay, i just came back from band. got the latest list of the CM. although some of the ppl i alread know.but others are unexpected.

First, Martin is the band major,Qiujin is the drum major, deborah and jiahui are the secretary, xinyi.clement and jac are the QM, wingda is the librarian.

As for the SL. READ THIS!!! LEECHIN IS THE SL OF FLUTE SECTION!!! CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! OMG!!
MAn si's SAx SL, aileen's clarinet SL. Too bad. I onli know the woodwind de.. They are the expected ones. As for leechin, it's too astonishing!!! I am so shock... Haishx.

This sat, all sec 4s are invited to miss ang's house(mayspring). I cant make it!!! i gt oral on that day!!! stupid. I am so sianx. BUT i dunno wanna to rush here and there ma. IT's seems too rush and ma fan.

Haha.. I copy kerrin and create this. I would be updating for about a month or so? I think so cos i would be busy handling schoolwork and so on. If you wanna do den do ba!


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Haha.. Got a long time didnt update le..
Quite a lot of things happen..

First, i went back to band. Almost all seniors had gone overseas, the band onli left with mostly sec 1. They were playing BRS. OMG. Jasmine, Yvonne, Zhi xian and me were quite bored. We could play without looking at the scores le. Den Mr er and mR lee were teaching them. So we just sat there and wait. Den we play together with them. So fun.. Darren leant veri fast.. HE can play but i hope that he could improve on his tone and forcusing. AS for a sec 1, he's pretty good. Den, we play spongebob squarepant. OMG. FIrst time sight-reading and i was the onli one playing for flute. I was scared lahx. But it's turn out well. Lucky i read the notes veri fast. OR else i'm dead. Mr er also got try to guide me in cos i'm lost. Overall, it was a fun day for me.

Then, lately, zx,ke,fish keeps going out to play badminton. Den i onli went twice. We went edward's hse downstair to play. We borrow his bike and rackets. There's once when after we do our cip, we went to play. HUH. About cip, i was so_____. i dun dare to ask ppl to donate. ZX so daring de.. hehe.. BUt it's was good to help the ages lahx. Yuqi called me during the period and i ask her to come and donate. LOL. That day, she went back to band den we exchange view about how the band had shrink. hehe.. K, went back to badminton, after the cip, we go play. Got fish,zx,ke,edward,kl,wy,galvin,youer, ruifen and me. We played and played. Zx and fish went back first. Kl and me stay back and learnt how to ride a bike. AND WE SUCCEED! hehe. We from seven learnt until eight plus, nearly nine at night. HEhe.. I think i'm a slow learner ba. That day gt a lot of ppl teach me. Got galvin,ke,youer,wy,ruifen... They really had to endure with my screams. HEhe... Den i gt fall down lahx. My butt so pain... Kl gt bruises on her legs. Pity us.

That's quite a lot of words alread. I dun wanan type le. I shall go watch my anime liao.. Cyay

HAihsxx

I've done terribly bad for my mid-yr! I've gt to go for physics remedial and the bridging programs. Sianx. I've gt no A this time. Not even for chi! Heard that there would be a re-exam for the subjects. I'm going to be dead. I hate to do Physics and Chem again. Need to read up the chapter and so on. So sianx.

I tot that i would surely get a pink form but mr teh didnt. I was so shock. i tot that he must be very mad at my result and wanan to see my dad. He didnt say anything and i was kanid of.. CANT BELIEVE IT!

Going to have lots of event next week. Gonna be quite busy huh...
Tml is chi o level!!! OMG... Everybody! LETS' GO FOR IT! hehe...

Oh my God!

Hasihx. I just went to check the comic. And you know what? Got four comic been published together and it means that i had to fork out twenty dollars. HAsihx. So Ex... Sianx.
Recently, i have been buying snacks, and spent all my saving. Left onli four bucks. LOL.

After chinese O level, i'm going to have a " dim sum" buffet with fish,zx,mag,kl,ke,eer they all. Den we are going to watch movie, shoppin and so on. Sianx. I think i'm going to get money from my dad le. Why everything need money de. Even the sir that we breathe also need money. Sianx. I tot air is free but that's not the actual fact lahx. HAishx.

Btw, i fail FOUR subjects and i got into the what "bridgin program". I fail two language and two sci. Haha, I am so pro . Sianx. i tot i didnt slack so much le. Mayb i am just so stupid ba. DOTX.

Yesterday, my dad inspired me to study. But i dunno will last until when. He wanna to live by the seaside. At sengkang there. HE actually wanna to buy a house there but my grandmother object, so he choose here. So, my wish now is to study hard,work hard and buy a house there for him when he gets really old.. Hehe.. Wonder if i have the ability ma?

I fall down again! i am so stupid. My knee cap very pain. i could barely walk freely. Need to leap de. haishx. sianx.

Going to cut hair tml with zx and kl. Mayb going out to watch movie and so on. But till now, i cant confirm whether i'm going cos my legs pain. hasihx. sianx. mayb i wont go cut hair tml too? see how lahx. I cant possibly go shopping with a wound on my leg right?

Next tuesday gt band! I'm going back for sure! i wanna hear the comment and play with my friends for the last time. saddened.

K, i flunk my bio,physics,chem,amth,chi and geo. I didnt really study for this exam as i kept dozing off while reading. But, zx gt called me and wake me up. but still, i went back to sleep after a few mins.

What am i going to do for these two days? Watch anime until i go insane and re-read all my comic. Sleep till the sun shine on my butt.. HEhe....

Haishx.

I VERI SIANX!

First of all, i flunk my chinese cos i interpret the question wrongly. HOw could i! I am so out of shape on that day.. GEo and amaths p2 not well not. As well as english. Haishx. I am going insane!

Going to have bio on monday, chem and amaths p1 on tues den physics on wed.. THREE SCI!! i am going to be dead! haven been listening in class for months. especiall chem and physics. I was talking and daydreamin.. Haishx. But i lazy to go and revise. Playing with my com since 12 until now, hmm, 5. hehe..

BTw, i go and do a test regardin to my name( i 4gt the website le). This is the result..

M Mystical
E Exquisite
I Innocent
Q Queer
I Intense

I think it's quite lame. anyway, i had to go and watch my anime le. ;)

HahaX...

HAha.. At first, i dun wanna to go to tha appreciation night de. But Yvonne says that i'm very bad. Thus,i ask zx to go with me. And, we arrived late cos i doze off while watching tv. Hasihx.
Then, we ate our dinner in school. After that, i dragged gillot and zx to go to a voild deck to play the poker card. Haha.. So weird lahx. I scared that the resident might call the school and MR sng would come and catch us back for detention. My heart was beating fadt whenever i heard someone is walking close to us. So , i would cover the deck,gilot and zx find me weird. Haishx. I'm being too sensitive?! BTW, we played four games. GIllot win two times and i win two times! Zx didnt win although she is a skilled player. Haha.. MUSt suan her.. I reall miss those times when i was sec 3 and a lot of ppl playing cards with me..
Tml is chi mock exam. Start at 0830! OMG. HAd to wake up so early. I dun wanna. So sianx de. I wanna cry.. Recenlty, i dun have enough sleep. Although got no band and hws. BUt i still hate it. Hasihx.

once in a blue moon....

Haha.. I update le. Lol.

SYF has finally over. And, we've gt a silver... We would like to get a gold but unfortunately, we are able to claim a silver. At first, we thought that we would get bronze cos of the mistakes that we had made. But it's turned out well. So we were been blessed by god. LO.
I am in dilemma. I dunno whether i am very ecstatic or doleful. I am exult because that we maintain silver and dolorous because i have stepped from band. I would miss my flute and friends in band. Hope that i could go back to band... Anyone miss me? lost...

But, after the SYF, we went to IT rm to take pictures and fool around. But we were been stress again by Mdm chong. She wants yvonne,edward and magdalene to be in top three and the rest of the sec 4s in top twenty. this is crazy. Dun she realise that our band gt twenty plus sec 4s. She want all thesec 4s to go crazy huh. OMG. She's insane... At first, i was annoyed, BUt i know that she's trying to let us get good results.

Today, we've gt two chi papers. One is "bao zhang bao dao" and the other is "gong han". I hate it. I was sitting down there thinkin about the content. Stupid. I think i am going to fail the two papers. Hasihx. Nvm, i didnt study for it anyway. But, i still hope that i wont fail so badly lahx.

Due to the lightning alert, we dun have to go for cip. We were all so "shiok"! hehe... The task is that we had to go round the neighbours to explain to them about dengue fever and not to breed mosquitoes. haishx. So sianx right? But, we still had to go on next fri to do it.

After that, fish, kerrin,zhi xian and me ambled to the pizzahut at greenridge. We went again. WA. i am broke le. I dun wanna to spend any more money but i just had to. sianx. You all would be seeing me starving myself over the next few days..

Tml gt chem class. Stupid.. I dun wanna to go. Sianx. AND, i hate physic de SPA and all the skill set 3. Haishx. Why all the teachers are stressing us? One day, we are all going to play traunt. hehe..

Should we pon school to go support Shuqun on monday? But mr er dun allow! sobbing..
SHUQUN! Jia you! Dun be so stress. Try to relax and try your best. We would be supporting you all de.. All sec 4s in Shuqun, last time for you all to perform le. Must enjoy yourself... Dun think too much and concern too much on the result. Mr er would know that you all had tried your best!

Below is some pics that we took over the years...

Haha. gt a long time didnt update. I am too lazy and i dun wanan to blog anymore. So ma fan. Partly because my password is too long and i also dun wanna to spend time on blogging.
My birthday had pass. Yuqi has given me a bear bear. Veri cute. Hehe. Thank you Yuqi.. I like it veri much. As well as the chocolate. Then we still went yvonne to celebrate. And thank you for smashing the cake on my face. Like. mag. kerrin and others. Yvonne! sorry nehx. Almost spoilt your tv and chair. HEhe..
SYF is coming soon. I find that the sec 2 and 3 are veri relax. Can you all just work hard for another 12 days? I really hate it. Some ppl practise. But the thing they practise does nt link to the song we are going to play during the syf! So this is kind of ridiculous. I dunno how to describe it. Haishx. Mr neo really going to be driven mad as he teach us the six eight feel. He keeps on dancing and had knock dent a marker! Isnt he pro?
K, this is my last post le. I'm not going to updateliao. See ya guys.

I am so depressed. BUt i wont give up!

OKie, i am so depressed.

Today, i played like shit. Cant get my tuning note done. as a result, i drag the whole flute section down. This is idiot! I hate it. I dunno what had happen to me today. thing dun go smooth for me. I hate it! "today is definitely not your day", mr er said. ya, that's true. Oh well, forget it. The more i dwell on it, e more i would feel sad. I just had to work hard tml den. Xin yi console me throughout the practice. Cos i really feel veri guilty about my playing today.

Many thing happened today. In zss, shuqun and on the way home from shuqun. Zx cry because of sth and i'm sad cos of my playing. Or rather, today is just not a day for band mates. We are going to die.

Another thing is, I had enough of teachers talking about, " you are an 4E1 student. So you had to set a role model for everyone in the school. We expect good grades, behaviour from you guys." This is stupid! Being a student in E1 isnt easy. Had to be perfect in every perspective. This is shit. It has been countless times since i heard this kind of comment from teachers. Stop it man. We are veri stress! Give us a break! Other ppl in school despise the ppl from E1 cos they think we are arrogant, proud and so on. Now, the teachers expect us to be good in everything. THis is kinda of shit. Y dun you teachers let us,current 4E1's students to go T1 and ask others go E1 and try to being a E1's student for a day. Then, you ask them whether it is stress and hard to be one. Giving us test almost weekly. We gt nine subjects! Not five! two tests per day. Are you teachers trying to drive us to become a nerd or lunatic?!

I'm going to delete my blog in a month time le.. No time to blog.

Hasihx. If i had time later, i'm going to change my skin le. Not my skin! is the blogskin! LOSt. I've recieved quite a bit of "hongbao". HEhe.. But i cant spent the money. All would go to my bank. hmpt.
Long time didnt update le. Then zx kept naggin. So i come to update lohx. Or else, i would be watching my anime and so on. A lot of the user had been suspended le. veri annoying lohx. i cant find my anime and had to wait for others to upload. Hasihx.
GOing to have 4 tests next week. OMG. I am going to be dead. I hate to revise. I am going to pon school le. LIke kl, pon school on fri to go watch movie. So shoik. Haishx. How i wish i had the money and time to do all the thing that i like.
Today, wake up at 0830 to go for chem class which start at 9. AND, this time round, is kl who call and wake me up. Normally, i would be the one who gives her morning call de. Today, it is the opposite. Hehe. so weird. After that, we went to plaza to eat and buy thing. I kept spending my money while kl try not to. we shop until 2 den go home. I rented a vcd(princess dairy I) to kill my time at home. I dun feel like doing any homework. So sianx.
Heard that we are going to have camp from 14 to 16 at shuqun. This time round, compass is going. I am stress! I had never play with them b4! And, i am a sec 4 now not sec 2! OMG. When i was sec 2 and having camp in shuqun, Shufen they all stress but we were enjoyin ourselves lahx. But now, it's my turn to be stress! But i hope it would be as fun as two yrs ago. Deborah, man si and wingda would be going overseas le. Hasihx. They would miss the camp which is veri useful de. I think i would have lesson during the holidat and need to go back to school de. And we are going to assumption english to play three songs? I'm not sure cos i didnt go for band on thurs as i need to go for my backbone check-up. Anyone who knows, can tell me?
OMG, i would be havin english remedial on every monday and i would miss band. So, gillot, you had to play louder! And had to play the solo.. Hehe.. let you feel the stress or else you wont work hard. MUst practice when you dunno! even if you know already must still practise de. Dun think that it's veri boring to play the same old thing. Who knows whether you gt play wrong or not.

Long time didnt update le

K, i'm getting to neglect my blog le. Due to lack of time and too many things were going on recently.

My er said that the more we practise, the worst we become. And, he has been discouraged yesterday by the way we played. When he conduct right, we tends to play out the style and when mr lee conducts, i saw jasmine would look at him and we played veri careful and had no style. We are gettin restless. HAsihx.

Being a sec four is a tiring thing. HAd to attend more classes, had long hours of studying and had even more homework than others. I just hate it. I had no time for com as well. I had to just rush homework and find a time to sleep. I flunk my Bio SPA! i didnt wear google as i saw lot of them didnt wear. And when mr adnan walked in, he asked us to put on our google. As i was "deaf" i didnt hear wat he's talking and continue do my work. I bet that he and mrs chua had mark me down ba. HAsihx. Cannot get full marks le. Sianx.

i think i would onli update my blog weekly ba. I really gt no time. I wanna sleep and read my comic as well as my anime! Hehe. I had no sense of urgency. Mrs yeo,mdn chong they all said if i put in more effort den i could get a gd grade le. But if i work hard and didnt gd grade how? I would be veri doleful de. Haishx. thus, i'm runnin away from the reality. Haishx.

HEre i am!!!

I am sick! Got fever,flu,cough,sore throat.Hasihx. I wanna go school tml! I must. Cos gt mock test. Hehe. Going to 4E3 for my english class. Ruifen,shioeer,xinhui are going to be in the same class as me. Hehe. Got someone to talk to le. My dad banned me from using my hp le. Cos he wanna me to have more rest as i would secretly go and play with my phone when he ask me to go and sleep early ma. I am so naughty horx. My finger tips and toes are freaking cold lehx. And i used up two packet of tissue in just an hr time. Woo. So power right?
I still had emath,amth and physics de hw haven do. I am so restless lehx. Dun feel like doing it. Can someone lend me to copy? Hehe. Doubt so.. I had to rush emath but nth goes into my mind. I cant think. My mind just suddenly go blank and the brain seems to stop working. Hasihx.
THere s band tml! The sec one are coming! I wont be seein them as i would be havin mock test till 1710. Hope my section would have 2 or 3 sec 1 joinin. I tot that we onli gt 21 sec 1. But xinyi told me that there would be 27. See ba? So little sec 1 joining us. Why? I hope the sec one this yr wont quit. And more ppl would join! Hehe.. Mr er scold us at the previous practice. We played veri bad until he slammed the whiteboard lohx. So shiok! BUt at the second thought, wont his hands pain? Or had he been engulfed by anger? Hehe.. I had seen enough when i was sec 2. Rmb that he slammed the conductor stand and the pieces cut someone's leg and it's bleed. In addition, we had to buy a new stand for him. Hehe.. SO funny right.
I hope that Deborah,leechin and gillot would really buck up and rmb wat the seniors had taught them during the sectional. THey always forget de. Cant stand it. I think the worst section in ZSB is flute ba? Not percussion lohx. HEhe.
K, i had to go le. Mayb nt time den i update ba. Mayb a month later? Hehe. lost..

Long time didnt tag le

Haishx. Busy with quite a lot of thing. I am now feelin indolent and doleful. Brooding over quite a few things. I am worried about my studies and band too. Sianx. :(

My flute tone has gotten worst. Hasihx. Hope my flute would quickly come back and i would play at ease ba. Saw zx scolded wingda on sat and i dunno whether i could leechin,gillot and deborah in that way. But i had scold both Gillot and leechin b4. Deborah had not get any scolding from me yet. I only bitch her. Hehe.. I hope everyone could be serious as SYF is just in three or less than three months time. All the Sec 4 and sec 3 this yr should work extra hard. This is our last time to participate in the SYF le. Dun leave any regret behind. I know all of us can do it. IT's just whether you wanna or dun wanna. IF you take study as a reason, i would think that it's just am excuse for your laziness. Pls do some reflection. If you think that i am being a KPO, den it's too bad. When Mr er say sth, pls note it down. Dun just listen and forgt it at the nt practice. Den, if you think that aiya, i am onli sec 2. how can i play as well as the seniors. Den you are wrong. Age doesnt matter in music. You just dun dare to face yourself. You just run away from your problem. This is a coward act. You shouls work even harder. LIke me, i am so weak but i am willing to work hard and try my best not to drag my section down. I had no position in saying this but all of us are really veri lax now. If you think i had offend you. Den at here, i apologize to you.

K, now i shall talk about sth that i like. I found out that the anime called "Get backers" had comic version de. It had been published to book 37 le. So many. I'm not going to buy. And, bleach had start another story le. Wonder when it's going to end. Hasihx. I dropped five bucks today. OMG. i could purchase a comic with that $$! hasihx. That's y i am doleful. GOing to have three new comic going to be published. Dunno whether i should buy ma. I am still thinking...... Hope eer could buy den i dun need le. Hehe.. PLs, someone, recommend me some new anime. I am short of anime to watch. I am wondering if i should drop bio or physics. Haishx. I am going crazy le lahx. Sianx. But i dun think that i would be ruminating over all these. I WOULD JUST GO AND WATCH MY ANIME!

Today is the third day of school reopen. So tired lohx. First day, ZSB played the rapunzel to attract sec one. Den at three, we were walking around with our instruments to show case it to the latter. I think this time round, we would have at least twenty sec 1 ba? I hope so. So that they could replace the sec 4.

At the second day, i go helped fish to move thing to library. Wa. We gt a lot of scores. Like forest gump, color of the wind,beauty and the beast and so on. Lot of songs which we haben played before. I hope after the SYF, we could sight read it. But i had to step down for O level le. NO chance. I think i would go back after the exam to play on the flute. I would surely miss my flute. Like now. My flute is with Mr neo! HAishx. NOw, i am playin xin hui de flute. Den sometime play wen lin den the new one. Hehe. Even xin yi nag at me as i kept changin the flute. Haha. NO choice ma. Forgive me ba..

Today, fish,kerrin,zx and me went to plaza to buy thing. I bought the civil and moral and lot of food! Haha.. But the chi is out of stock! OMG. Sianx. Where am i going to get it. So sianx. Den, i went home at about three. Den when i was eating my food, zx called and pester me! Dun let me sleep! She and i tok for about two and a half hr den i find kl and kerrin to conference. While they were tokin, i went ti sleep. HEhe. I am so evil right... XD. Too bad. Den when i wake up, they are still toking. So we continue for another one hr. OMg. together, we tok for about 4 hr or 5 le. Crazy man..

Ya. Today or yesterday, MR lin said that our sch agg score had rise up to 205. So the sec 1 this yr is veri pro and veri clever de. Cannot underestimate them. The agg score is so damn high lohx. I that time onli need 199 or wat den can enter le.

I was recording the oral just a min ago. And i am going insane! Record for about 5 or 6 times before i succeed. I tok until no voice le. Must drink more water lohx.

Monday, Friday and Saturaday gt band. ON fri, we are all going to shuqun.. SEC 2! Must go horx. Dun be so lazy. ALl seniors should go also. Must set a good example siax. I think most of us would be taking taxi there ba.. IT seems that all of us are going but lazy to walk. I would stay in school to wait for Gillot as she had mother tongue. I think i would be ther at about 3 ba? NOt too late right. I hope so.

haha.. i ate this cake today! I ate tow slice lehx. Hehe.. GOing to gain weight le. Haha..
Btw, my sis with the big nose is veri cute right? I think is cute lehx. Onli my maid laugh. Zx they all gt no reaction de. Haishx. Veri cute lohx. No mehx.

Btw, i still left english and half of the physics. Haha. So happy. Must thank my friends for helpin out. I was watching the hana kimi. Den there is ep but you had to be friend with that person. Veri sianx lohx. Wa liao. DAMN!

I dun think i am going to update as often as i did cos i had to go to school le! LAME. ON wed right, we had to wear that red shirt le. SO sianx. ANd it's so ps lohx.